Former 49ers CB Falls into PTSD, Shares the Heartbreak of Losing His Daughter

On November 18, 2025, the NFL community paused in silence after a post from @49ersSportsTalk shared a heartbreaking Instagram story from Charvarius Ward, former cornerback of the San Francisco 49ers. On what would have been his daughter’s birthday, Ward posted a tribute to his late baby girl Amani Joy Ward, who tragically passed away in October 2024.
In his Instagram story, Ward wrote:
“Happy Heavenly Birthday AMANI 👼🏽”
“Haven’t been happy since you left us. God was wrong for this 💔”
Just a few short sentences, yet they conveyed a grief that cuts deep. Since losing his daughter, Ward has openly admitted to struggling with PTSD and took time off from football, overwhelmed by painful memories and emotional trauma.
Former #49ers CB Charvarius Ward shared this IG today
— 49ers & NFL News 24/7 (@49ersSportsTalk) November 18, 2025
It’s his daughter’s heavenly birthday, and you can feel the pain he still carries.
Heartbreaking. 💔
Continued prayers for @itslilmooney 🙏 pic.twitter.com/WXeaWjN6Eo
🌟 Amani Joy, the Angel Behind the Helmet
Amani Joy was born five weeks premature with Down syndrome and two congenital heart defects. Despite undergoing open-heart surgery in April 2023, her health remained fragile. On the morning of October 28, 2024, she passed away just weeks before her second birthday.
Ward shared the tragic news the following day:
“She was the best blessing we could have asked for… Amani Joy filled our lives with happiness, for the short time she was here.”
To Ward, Amani was not just his daughter. She was his light, his strength, and the soul that grounded him in the chaos of NFL life.
❤️ NFL Fans Show Love and Support
The comment section beneath the X post quickly filled with heartfelt messages:
“My heart breaks for Mooney and his family.”
“Prayers up for Mooney. Stay strong, brother.”
“Long live baby Amani. Hope the Colts win it all for him.”
“As a new father, this hits different. Stay strong Mooney.”
Although Ward now plays for the Indianapolis Colts, the love from 49ers fans and the NFL community has not faded. To them, this is not just about a player but a grieving father trying to carry on.
📌 Charvarius Ward’s story is a powerful reminder that behind every helmet is a human heart, and some wounds run far deeper than the game itself.









